Quiet Now In Sleepy Dreams.

It has been quite an emotional week.  First, last weekend I was all depressed that I will have to leave here in less than a month.  (Thanks Anant, for, uh, letting me cry into your shoulder?  And also sorry for getting all up in your space, hahahaha)  Second, I didn't sleep at all Monday night because I had to get illustration done.  And we all know that when Leah doesn't get her sleep she becomes a different person entirely.  When I'm in sleep-deprivation mode I get this looming Twilight-Zone-Paranoia feeling that something really bad is going to happen.  Freaks me out, man.  Third, I quit my summer job at the public works department in exchange for an internship.  Which is good news.  But for me I felt conflicted because they had made an exception for me to start later than everyone else, which I am still very appreciative of, and I hope it didn't mess things up there too bad.  And also, I'll miss working with guys.  It's a good crew.  (Good thing I still get to play volleyball with Joe!)  But I guess that's life, can't have your cake and eat it too.  Plus I gotta start thinking ahead about my future career I s'pose.  Then today, while I was struggling over my 3D modeling project, I finally asked for help.  Which I don't like doing much (why is that?  Do I get it from my parents...?  hahahah) and I ended up realizing I was going about my project in the wrong way.  Again.  So many times I have restarted modeling that stupid dinosaur.  But Aman (aka UCOL's 3D modeling guru) got me back on the right track as I was pretty much on the verge of crying.  Again.

So basically what you can take away from this blog post is....get yourself some Indian friends!  :)  They are good at helping a brother out when life feels hard.  And when I say brother I mean me.  And you should say it like Brotha.  Broth-UH.  Help a brotha out, yo.  I need to go to bed.

*UPDATE*
Also, can I just say that another downer is reading all of these statuses on facebook about the recent election.  I don't mind your opinions.  I LIKE that you have opinions.  But I can't believe the things people say.  Like something along the lines of "obviously Walker won because the MAJORITY wanted him.  So everyone stop complaining because your opinions don't matter."

Oh.  Okay.  So then, like why do we have a democracy?  Seriously, all in favor of dictatorship, say "I".

Because I'll move to Canada.  I will.

*insert more ranting that I deleted because I'm trying to be mature?*